

the Bear withinThe day was calm. The water was still. but something was strange... a feeling out of place. what is this feeling. the beast with in begins to sturr at this sensation! only nocturnal it is. but this beast has been known to hunt at night and day. why now as i begin to settle for the night does the beast make the adrenaline pump? Am I to fight? Am i to ignore it? This beast fight for its own life as hard as it would over a simple meal. But it fights with more ager and unrelenting fury when it must protect its family, its young, its mate? why does this creature stirr in me when i have no younglings, no reason to guard my family, and no mate.... tthe Bear within


the tidings of a ignored allyWhen you hold skeletons in your closet, yourun the ever present risk of people discovering those skeletons. when they find them you only have to worry if they find hte bad ones. and if you dont keep skeletons, im sure some one keeps ahold of them for you. but what is the cost of such a storage fee? You'd think they would be there when you ask htem to be, or help you when you need it. Not brush you off with th slightest whim! Today friends from old assumed the worst of you from those days of old that you've strived so long to over come! and just when that skeleton is just about in the distance and marked off as a laughable thing, someone thoghthe tidings of a ignored ally


taint of hate and suspisionToday i experience the ever present felling of over welming rage. The only tyiing thing i can muster to this is ony and all speculation. for in my years i am what you would call a "over thinker". i throughly over think all things which could be snowballed from a simple yes to a elaberat lack of the norm. i only come to find out that at least half my susspisions are true if the other half were, id have no choice but to use my ties to the darkness within my soul and release the demons once agin. i am barbarian and a berserker! my rage if only contained by the whole story or the story i wnat to hear. when my blood boils my hatred consume not onltaint of hate and suspision


The lineWe each have our own thoughts: thoughts of evil thoughts of good, thoughts that might make us ashamed of ourselves. But in reality our thoughts make us who we are. Those of us with demons can think demonic thoughts, those of us with angels seek the good. However, what happens when a demon and an angel have similar thoughts. Do they become one another? Or do we each have some demon and angel with. I am an angel, that I know, harm isnt what I want? Good is what I desire. I feel her, her power, she is strong and wants to make those around her happy> My friend is a demon, heThe line
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"Oh dear," says God, "I hadn't thought of that," and promptly vanishes in a puff of logic.
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